“There’s no need to wait for the bad things and bullshit to be over. Change now. Love now. Live now. Don’t wait for people to give you permission to live, because they won’t.”— Kris Carr
(via hplyrikz)
Why’d you do it why’d you leave
Why’d you help me find my feet
Why’d you guide me blindingly
Then turn and say goodbye to me
i’m so sorry if someone made you think it’s hard to love you
“You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may tread me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I’ll rise.”— Maya Angelou
“So you’re sick of me too? Well my friend get in line ‘cause I’m sick of myself, I’m sick of trying”— The Amity Affliction - Some Friends
The Amity Affliction // O.M.G.I.M.Y.
like the colors in autumn
so bright
just before they lose it all 🍂☕️
My desires in a relationship have changed over time. I no longer want someone who promises to always love me and never leave me, I need someone who understands that life happens and sometimes things don’t work out. I don’t want someone who sugar coats things and never gets angry with me. I need someone to tell me how it really is and put me in my place. I need to be able to go five hours without talking to you and not feel lost or incomplete. I am complete without you. But with you, I want to be so much better. I want to be stronger with you. I want us to grow together and help each other grow individually. I don’t need you, but I really fucking want you. And this may not work out, but the fact that you understand all of this and this is how our relationship works, makes me think we’ve got a pretty good shot.
I want a girl who gets excited to talk to me. A girl who saves stories throughout the day just to tell them to me later. I want someone who texts me every morning to tell me to have a good day, even if I’ve been up at work for 3 hours already. I just want someone who acts like they care, because I haven’t been getting much of that lately, and when people ask what’s wrong, I don’t know what to say. “I don’t feel loved?” “I don’t feel like I’m being fought for or given the effort I deserve?” It seems to petty to say out loud. I just want to feel excited to talk to someone. I want passion, and I don’t have it.
me: *uses caffeine as an antidepressant*
“My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.”— Jillian Medoff (Hunger Point)
Don’t cheat on people, because the rest of their fucking life at 1am or when vodka fills their veins all they’re going to wonder is why the hell they weren’t enough for you and it will slowly tear them apart, and just because you aren’t there anymore doesn’t mean it isn’t your fault because every “I love you” that you ever said will echo in their god dammed head and no one deserves that.
I’m going to reblog this again.